I am trying to be healthier. I want to finally look the way I feel I look like (non-binary sense) instead of having all these bumps and curves in places I hate.
I want to fit into any clothing and just rock it. I want to be able to make love or dance or live my life at all without feeling self conscious about how I look to other people.
I’m changing my diet, I’m starting to exercise with friends. I’m cutting out sugars, not all, but soda at least and cut down on snack/desert consumption… I’m just tired of getting so depressed at looking at myself in the mirror. Seeing myself in photographs and seeing someone twice or triple the size I thought I looked like… I hate it.
I don’t want to hate my body anymore. I want to live my life and not be scared to live it. I want to love my body and myself. I don’t want to be restricted by my own body anymore.
So here goes a rough year ahead. But a much needed journey.